Karma

Q: What is Karma, George?

A: What many called Karma here is a boom-a-rang type of bringing back things one needs to redo or fix.
But Karma does not really exist as such. If a Soul journeys over and decides to return on another path, it will then be up to them to bring back things to redo or fix. Remember nothing is allowed to over ride one's free will.

Q: So, I wouldn't come back with things to redo or fix unless I chose to bring them back with me?

A: True. Karma does not control a soul. The soul controls Karma.

Q: Why do people here say the opposite - you know the psychics and such?

A: Man has always tried to control others with fear, most of the time through religion. But there is nothing that has the right to control another. That would produce Karma for them. Karma is simply a payback.

Let's Talk About Love For a Moment......

Q; We have talked and talked about love a lot. But, one thing confuses me. If we are here to discover the true meaning of what love is why does it have to be so hard on us?

A: To learn love one must have their emotions affected. If everything in your life path was rosy, how would you ever learn what unconditional love is? One must suffer emotionally many times to come to the realization of what love means. You can't learn to love unconditionally without pain and suffering.

Q: Then why do I want to learn it?

A: For each soul to move upward in the dimensions they must become more and more one with unconditional love. For only as one discovers love can one become more and more aware of who and what they are - one with Source.

Q:  Okay, then if I suffer and go through hell, I am suppose to discover unconditional love in me? I'm sorry but the way I feel right now I'm not sure it would be worth it. I feel like I have gone through enough pain and suffering the past 8 years to last me the rest of my life path here...Lol....

A: It is up to each soul as to how slow or fast they wish to learn. No one is less spiritual if they go slow and no one is more spiritual if the go fast. Each soul goes at their own pace. A spiritual walk is not a contest to see who seems more spiritual. For being spiritual is a changing within you that leads to an understanding of what loving unconditional does for you and means to you. It is simply a discovery within.....There are no superior beings who are above all others spiritually.  Each just walks their path in their own timing learning as their Ego and Soul balance.

I'm Wanting More.....

Q: I found the last blog very interesting and it has sparked my curious nature once again. May we expand on this?

A; In what way do you wish to go?

Q: I don't know - any way is okay as long as it is as interesting as the last one.

A: Well, child, first I will say it is I, Harold. Since you directed your question in reference to the last blog you posted, I chose to answer.  The grids are electrical energies that circle this dimension. They bring about the electrical impulses needed to fuel this world. Everything pertaining to this dimension is run and controlled by electrical impulses. It is a pure energy that comes from the main core of all energy. Remember this world is a learning center for all Souls. We come here to experience life energies. These energies teach each soul about love and the factor of creation. One can not advance if one does not come to the understanding of what love is and for what purpose we need to experience it.

Q: Okay, why is understanding the emotion of love so important for each soul to learn?

A: Each Soul created was created by the core of love - a pure unconditional energy which does not demand allegiance. It only wants you to respond in likeness to it. You are freely loved - it desires the same back. Remember the Ego part of each soul is a selfish part. It does not wish to pay allegiance to anyone other than itself.

Q: If that is what the energy of love wanted - why - would it create beings that do not want to? That just doesn't make sense to me. Why go through all of this torment then?

A: The Creator of all things did not want each soul created to be a robot - following its every wish.  Lets use an example. When a man here on this dimension begins his search for a mate, he does not look for one that will give into his every wish. He looks for one that will be a challenge. One that will spark his interest. One that will bring a merry chase. That is what the Ego desires - a challenge - for it loves the chase and the fight to win.  So this is what the Creator desired. Souls that would bring about a challenge to win their heart freely.  Makes a great love story - does it not?

Q: Are you saying we are the love interest?

A: Quite so. The Creator desires to win the love of each soul - but the Creator desires it to be won freely. Love can only exist when it is freely given to another. If the Creator had made every soul love through demanding it - there would never be any pure love to grow between them. Eventually the Soul would hate the Creator - would they not?

Q: Of course. No one I know would ever love someone if they demanded them too. It would go just the opposite. They would eventually hate them for demanding it. But that is the human nature of us.

A; That is true, but remember, the Creator is formed in the same image you were formed. The Creator is both positive and negative - just as you are. The Creator  reacts as you react. He feels as you feel. He cries as you cry.  Every emotion you feel the Creator feels.  You are one. You are forever connected by  the Creator's energy. You were created in the Creator' image. That creation was given free will so when the Soul responded to the Creator's love - it would respond back in love - freely given. This produces the effect the Creator wanted and enjoys. Love freely enjoyed is a marvelous thing. It is something to be cherished and expanded on. So as each soul freely loves the Creator - the soul will continue to grow into that love until they no longer see each as separate - but of one energy. This is life's purpose......

Tell Me

Q:  Tell me more about the magnetic grids you have spoken of more than once. Are they real? What do they do to this dimension?

A: The magnetic grids are what produces the electrical current responsible for the creation and running of this world. They keep the energy balanced.

Q: Okay - how?

A: Each magnetic grids fires it electrical energy one right after the other. Remember we told you there were 12 grids going up and down and 12 grids going from side to side. Each one keeps the other balanced. If one does not fire - then the world becomes out of balance. You have seen this on one or more occasions. The high winds and floods, massive snow fall, and earthquakes. These are all a part of the process of each grid firing its electrical impulse at its given time. If they misfire - then things happen. But, this is suppose to happen. Each catastrophic happening was meant to happen in order for this dimension to feel and seem real. If everything was perfect - emotions would not clash. You must understand the whys. It is necessary at times to allow massive souls to depart this world. Usually that is before a great spiritual awakening or happening.Sometimes it brings about much needed change. For unless the emotions of man is truly touch man will not learn.

Q: But why would massive souls agree to this?

A: They came to feel the despair in the type of emotion brought on by these catastrophic happenings.

Q: Why? What's the purpose? I don't get it.

A: For each Soul to truly learn and experience each emotion the soul must go through a devastating experience. One that will deeply broaden their love factor. For a Soul can not progress in Spirit if they do not understand love and the reason for it.

Q: Why does a soul have to always learn love the hard way?

A: No soul learns love through hardship. But what a soul does learn is to turn a deaf ear to their demanding Ego. Only when a soul's ego is brought under subjection can the soul truly balance them.

Q: Are you saying our soul is the one that balances us?

A; You are connected to the highest of energy - love. That love is only understood and seen in this dimension by the counterpart , the Soul. The Ego is of course veiled here and does not see. But as the Soul begins to take control of its other half the Ego, both begin to see. It is good Child.

Q: I don't recognize your voice today. Maybe I am very tired. It was a rough day at work today and I am exhausted.

A: That too shall pass soon. I am Harold.

Q: Thanks for answering my questions.

A: You're very welcome child.

How Do we Become Aware of Love Within Us?

Q: How do we learn to recognize what love in us really means?

A: How do you recognize anything child? You become aware of love within you by your actions or your reactions to any given situation.  Love is something each Soul learns through trial and error as you say here.

Q: Is this Harold?

A: Yes, it is a question I chose to answer.

Q: You seldom speak but I always find great wisdom from you. Are you an old Soul?

A: Quite old Child. Even older than yourself. We have been together for many centuries. Although at this moment you are quite unaware of that fact.

Q: So how do I learn to bring love forward within myself?

A: Want too. The rest will present itself to aid you in understanding love. The key is to stay open to Spirit at all times.

Q: How do I accomplish that?

A: Once again - choose to. Everything hinges on your desire to succeed in your desires.

Q: It's not always easy to forgive and trust in that person again.

A: The secret is do you wish to overcome your ego's desire to pout or not?

Q: Man - you speak quite harshly.....

A: I only speak the truth when you ask of me and you asked of me child.

Q: Okay - I see and yes you are right. But that still doesn't get me to change.

A: Do you truly wish to change?

Q: Yes, I do. I want to love fully without strings - but to do that do I have to be drug through the mire constantly?

A: Only if you choose to go through it. Love is a choice. Only you can choose to find it. I can't do it for you and it doesn't just happen. Its a choice - a choice you alone and all others have to accept within themselves.

Q: Guess it's always up to me huh?

A: Quite right Julia.....

Our Words Spoke

Q: A while back you told me to be careful of my words. You said every energy I send out comes back to me.  Today I learned that in a huge way. A person had told their ex-wife they would all be better off if she would just die.  He  - died this week.  It is a sad thing, but are our words that heavy?

A: That young man desired it in his heart.  Words spoken are not to be taken lightly. For all energy we put out comes back to us, even to those of us in our dimension. No one is exempt. Yes, the words you speak can often have consequences and can even be dangerous. So as I have said before be careful what you say or wish.

 Q: Can my words truly have such power in my life journey? Can I truly wish something and it happens?

A:  Many times you have asked for something and it has comes to pass. Words are powerful things. You need to be aware - often in the heat of a moment - the heart may desire something and it will come to pass. Later the soul may regret, but often it is too late to heal the damage.

Q:  I find it awfully hard to believe I can say something mean and it could happen.

A: Words are pure energy, and if you add the desire of the heart with them - it brings the desired action into play. So, as I have often warned you be careful what you say or what you wish for.

Q: I find this very hard to see, for I have often said things and they have never come forth into existence. In this instance the young man wished for his ex-wife to die - but it was he who passed.

A: Words spoken in anger, sadness, or desire where the heart is in full gear - produces the action. Remember the consequence doesn't always respond in the way we want it to.  Words carry their own force.

Q: So why haven't the words I have spoken come forth?

A: Because your soul and ego were not in agreement.

Questions Again

Q:  I have been reading a book Dewain gave me called, "Messages From Michael." I know you asked me not to read anything but I was curious as to what was said in the book written in 1979.  As I begun reading it I was amazed at the similarities between what you have said to me and what Michael said. I have been writing these things since 2004 long before this book came into my hands. So all of you are saying the same things only using different terminology.

A:  Yes, we all say similar things depending on the capabilities of the Soul we channel in.

Q: So, I am channeling?

A: In a way, yes, but upon your initial request you raised to a higher frequency in order to get full conversations instead of bits and pieces. It is a hard thing to do for both of us.

Q: In the book, Michael says we are both positive and negative. You told me a long time ago we were much like a magnet.  You also told me it took both to create our existence. If we need both sides in order to be able to function here are we the same once we have left this dimension?

A: Yes, the only difference is you will be once again united into your one energy - your true self. There will no longer be any veil between the counterparts, the soul and ego.  Once a soul becomes its original self it will be a lot easier for the soul to truly function as agape love. The reason one is here on this 3rd dimension is to learn emotions.  For  the only way a soul gains access to the higher dimensions is through growing in agape love. One can only learn   -  as each emotion is felt and learned. One can never grow enough. It is a continual growth in which one learns what each emotion is and what is it's true purpose.  Each emotion is there for a specific reason. For each emotion leads a soul to higher planes. It is really a beautiful journey. 

Q: How can each emotion teach me?

A: Easily. The soul and ego respond to each emotion as a unit, despite the veil here. Remember they are truly one energy. They can never truly be separated from each other. If that were possible the soul would cease to exist. That is forbidden. For each soul continues on their journey of learning.  It is a fascinating journey in which each counterpart is allowed to experience itself.

Q: What does that mean, George?

A:  As each experience happens to the soul it is upon request which side ( the soul or the ego) will experience a certain emotion.

Q: Wait just a minute here, George, you said the ego is the one experiencing this path here.

A:  Child, you limit yourself so greatly. The things spoken to you are just the beginning of your existence here and where we are. The true meaning of life will come as your eyes open to what you are within. 

Q: Who is speaking now? Its not George.

A: It is I, Harold. The things imparted thus far to you are just the beginning for you. We couldn't just dump the whole journey on you. It would have freaked you out totally. When one is born it takes a while to learn to walk, does it not?

Q: Yes.

A:  Then you must realize just how vast this knowledge is.  When we originally said you would write three books, we said the first would be baby language, did we not?

Q: Yes.

A: Could you have grasped the things we are beginning to say now - then?

Q:  Hell no - it would have scared the hell out of me.

A: As I have stated, child, we are going at the pace you can handle. We began by explaining the magnet theory to you. Because of your limited vocabulary we have started where your mind could grasp it.

Q: There it is again - my stupid lack of education. I can thank my folks for that one.

A: They followed their appointed journey. Do not be angry at them.
What you are embarking on is way beyond your earthly capabilities here, but it is mere drop in the bucket of who you really are. We chose to accomplish it this way so you could do it here. If you had become a highly education soul - you would not be able to write these things. Your mind would prevent it.  So be very grateful it turned out this way for you. In the long run you will be greatly surprise at all of the things imparted to you. I should say - the things within you that will be revealed. We have just begun child. The things opening up within you will shock you and at times even make you wary of it. Do not fear. It is to be.

Q: If I am suppose to impart all of this why in hell does it remain in a box or on a disk?  Why do I have to have so little time to spend with it? How will it ever be accomplished in the few years I have left on this plane?

A: Child - your mind is so limited to this physical plane. You can not see beyond yourself can you?

Q: What the hell is that suppose to mean - that I'm bad or something? Or stupid?  Come on - at least give me credit for at least listening to you guys.

A:  Child I meant no disrespect. What I meant is this - you can not grasp - that all of this is an amazing feat for you to accomplish here. Your energy is not anywhere it used to be. It has grown but yet you still doubt yourself and us.

Q: How many do you know here that can talk to the other side Harold? People will think I am a nut case.

A: There are hundreds of souls here that have a specific journey to travel. Many see what you see and some even more. Each soul travels at their own pace. The difference is - you have a journey to complete - a journey needed for each soul to learn truth in a simple way - so they may be able to grasp it. As the journey progresses the knowledge revealed will increase the knowing of each soul.

Q: So - how about continuing the subject of us - as a magnet.

A:  A magnet must contain both the positive side and negative side. The energy from each side will merge and allow the energy to flow back and forth. This creates static. That static is electrical energy that produces current. That current will embark on its designated journey.  That is how each soul here walks this life path - thought the electrical current forged in and out of each physical body. Because this type of body is needed here to walk. We on the other hand are an energy force in perfect balance. We do not need a physical body where we exist. The physical body was needed here to simulate this path. Without it - the path to journey would not seem real to each soul.

Q: What causes the energy?

A: The source of all things, child. Each soul is given energy spurts from the mail core of energy. It is all connected. All things are one. The energy flows from one to another. This way all things remain a part of the whole. Do not fear this knowledge, child for it is needed for you to continue your path.

Q: I'm not afraid at all, Harold. I just have problems realizing the whole thing as one. A part of me grasps it, a part of me is confused about it. I don't understand why.

Q: It is the original path you walk down child. It will take time for any soul to grasp just what all of this means. When each soul comes here to journey, their ego is veiled. This is so each emotion is felt in whole. But, because of the veil the true nature of all things is hidden. Your being here tends to resist the knowing because it makes this journey become unreal and the ego doesn't want to feel this is a journey or a drama or play. It wants it to be real because it likes the full range of emotional drama within it.  That is suppose to be the way it is, so each emotion is reached in its fullness. That is the only way a soul will really grasp the true meaning of love without attachments - agape love. For only in that realization can the soul merge higher in knowing.