Why Bother?

Q:  Samson, I have been writing since November 11,2004.  I at this time am not even sure why or if I should continue to go forward. My life path at this time is so hard and I am so tired. I don't see these writings helping me or anyone else at all. Does anyone even knows my writing exist?. I continue to struggle with my Ego and my peace has left the building - as the old saying goes.
 I have lost the best friend a girl would ever have and now we are loosing her husband, who we all adore.  He is suffering terribly with cancer and really has given up to try and fight it. He is lost without his beloved wife of almost 60 years.  I know there is no true death, that we just pass onward in our life journey, but loosing the physical existence of them is hard on this path. My kids are struggling and  my brothers are in trouble financially and I can't even help them. Their health is going down, so my life is really sad.  Does it ever give me a break?  We have gone through so much in the past, I need some TLC.

A:  Child, this journey you are on is one that is often difficult for Souls. If it were easy you would not learn the lessons you came here to experience. Do not feel so down child. You will get through all of this and learn greatly how much you are loved.

Q:  I will wait and see when that love will appear.  right now I just don't feel it at all. I am tired and I am sad. I just want some peace and rest without worry.

A:  Then trust in love child!

Struggling With Loss

Q:  Today I am suffering from the loss of my friend, Betty - of 46 years.  I know in my heart she is not really dead but only changed to her true form. But, while here on this 3rd dimension, my heart and ego suffer for the fact her form is no longer here. I see her husband who has been by her side since Junior High School married almost 60 years, cry and suffer.  My heart is breaking for him and the family.  This path is often very trying on us. I know she is free and happy, but it is still hard. Why can't I see beyond my pain to what truly is?

A:  Child, no one dies, they just shift to a higher state. Their true form is an energy pattern  that is of one consciousness - our Creator. 

Q:  I have so many things with her I wish I had done different or better, and yet - there is all this stuff I seem to deal with. I wonder how she feels about her life path here? I wonder if she is loving or angry or sad?  There are so many questions I don't have answers to.

A:  At this time your long time friend is viewing her path. She is learning what each emotion was and how she dealt with it - the same as you will one day child. There are no regrets, sadness, or anger for her, only the realization this path was only for learning.

Q:  Yet, I deal with the thoughts of all my failures.  Was I there for her enough?  Was I a good friend?  Could I have done more?  There are so many things I would have done differently for and with her. She was always there for me and I am not sure I was for her. That is what hurts me the most - my failure to be a better friend to her.

A:  Child, what is in the past must stay in the past.. One here learns very well by the mistakes they make or the things they could have done better for those they love.  Do not regret but learn from this and allow spirit to guide you into all truths. do not seek the past but live in your present time frame. Do not look to the future as you will only worry. Living in the now is having peace that all is well with you.

Q:  Well Samson, not all is well with me.  I am grieving inside.  I can't seem to come to grips with my loss.  She was my only friend. She was always there for me. She let me ramble on and on and never complained. did I truly listen to her?  Did I be there for her?  These things hurt me, for I now I wasn't.  This breaks my heart.

A:  Child - live in the now.

Loosing Someone You Love

Q:  Why is it so hard to see someone you love pass away. I know they are connected to the one source and are only truly leaving to become who and what they are, but my ego here cries from the hurt. why?

A:  The human pathway on this dimension, child is very real to you. You see everything as if it is real. Yet, this pathway is only a place of learning and will pass away.

Q:  But, Samson, it appears so real to my heart.

A:  No one ever truly dies child, they only return to their true form. This form was created to pass away. Don't feel such a deep loss, you are still together and always will be.

Thank You For Your Knowledge To Help Me See Truth

Q:  I haven't written in my blog for a while. So much is going on in my life. We have moved, my boss moved so I have really been tied down to this path. The knowledge all of you have imparted to me is beginning to come to life. I am starting to see the oneness in a greater way. I by no means have reach any utopia, but I am walking towards truth with a little more understanding within. It feels so good to realize I am one with everything.

A:  Yes child, it is good. We see the growth happening within you and are glad. Love is beginning to teach you who and what you are - one with the Creator.

Q:  It sure has taken a long time for me.  I guess I was really ingrained in what I thought was truth.

A:  Many Souls are child. That is the reason for your writings.

Q: It is beyond my understanding at this point in time. My journals sit in boxes. So, stating my writings are for everyone doesn't make since right now to me, but I am not going to worry about it anymore. If they never get written that's okay. The writings have helped me to understand so much and I appreciate all of the  knowledge all of you have given to me. Thank you!

Learning Center

Q:  Seeing something is so different from actually understanding something.

A:  That is true child.

Q:  So telling me Samson, to choose or see something in truth or understanding isn't always as easy as you think it will be.  The slower energy we dwell in here impedes our understanding as well as adding to our Ego's strength here. Remember please, we are in an unbalanced state here in our energy. Just telling me something isn't always so easy for me to grasp.

A:  Quite so child, it is often hard to see things in your unbalanced state when the truth is so much a part of us in our balanced state. Being a guide is not as easy as one would imagine, even in our balanced state, we often struggle to remember to be patient sometimes, and even harder to try and think as you think here in order to be of greater service to our charges.

Q: Look, I do appreciate all of the truth all of you share with me. You have all taught me many truths and understanding is often clear to me, but sometimes my brain prevents me entering the truths in totality.  It isn't easy for me either, especially in a mind that dwells in a physical duality at times.

A:  We knew your path would not be an easy one for you, child. We brought in George as your first teacher due to the fact you had shared many life paths together which we presumed would be of greater aid to you on you earthly path. But, often your Ego has given you trouble to accept the truth and understanding of all things. We have said many times, all energy is of ONE SOURCE, child, but here on the 3rd dimension the ability to see beyond this physical matter holds you back on accepting and understanding.  This is a place simply to allow each Soul to feel and live out their emotions for true understanding of who and what they are. Emotions allow every Soul to see truth in reality, to understand each part of one's self and to allow one to see beyond just the knowing of emotions to what the emotions are and how they mold one's self. For we must blend our Ego and Soul to understand that truth. It is as George said, " Just looking at a bowl of ice cream does not allow the Soul to understand what it is, but as the Soul takes their first taste of it, discovery is brought into reality for them." Each Soul must experience every emotion to grasp life in its fullness, thus, giving the Soul the truth of all things. Sometimes the path is easy and sometimes one will struggle, but each Soul will experience life in order to see beyond their self. The one source of all things is who and what we are. To totally understand that one has to live all emotions. One have to accept the feelings of all energy.

Q:  What does that mean - accept the feelings of all energy?

A:  Emotions are energy and everything consists of energy. One learns to center their energy on the path through the experience of learning. Emotions are our teacher of life and so needed to advance each Soul in who and what they are - ONE WITH ALL THINGS! That one thing is LOVE.

Learning Purposes

Q:  You have said in the past about how every situation we go through is for a learning purpose. In that learning why do we at times feel one within and then it changes back to the feeling and thinking in duality?  My first guide that spoke, George, said it was the way of this path so we would keep learning. Why?

A:  Child, we all have come and will come to learn life lessons with our Ego controlling the process. This is the way we learn here. If we always felt one within we would not go forward in the learning process - we would simply see no purpose to go forward on this dimension. Life paths are journeys of benefit to both our Ego and our Soul. The lessons we go through bring a better knowing within each Soul. Life paths are to learn from and enjoy.

Q:  How can one enjoy a terribly trying life path?

A:  One simply learns from the process of emotional pain and suffering. How does a Soul ever understand hunger unless the Soul has experienced it?  Every situation teaches the Soul what living is all about.

Q:  Why? Why learn all this?  Don't we already know it in our true form?

A:  To extend one's knowledge of life, child. To turn a dead Soul into a living Soul aware of all it's potential, and all the experience of the passions of life.  All children love to play on a slide, do they not?

Q:  Yes, most do.

A:  At first, the child may be fearful of the slide, but at the coaching of the parent, the child takes the plunge and behold finds the experience to be heavenly. The child wants to experience the joy again and again.  This is much like every Soul here learning life and all its passions.  All knowledge learned is good child. Life isn't about the good or bad situations as you think here - its about the living of passions, learning about each other. It is about love, child. Love is passion at its best.

Love Is The Path

Q:  Love is the whole process of out life path here is that what you are saying? For what purpose?

A:  Love is the whole of all things, Child.  As a Soul discovers what love means to them on this path more and more of their energy is blended. The higher a Soul moves upward in their knowledge of love the more that Soul is able to impart what love is to others.

Q:  For what purpose? A better world?

A:  The enlightenment shared produces a stronger bond to all energy, child. The stronger the bond to the one energy the stronger one's peace will reign. That Soul can truly begin to love without judgement.  The awakening begins within the Soul and the truth within becomes a reality.  The Soul becomes free of all earthly entanglement.

Q:  For what purpose?

A:  Every Soul created in the beginning was divided. The Soul and Ego both tried to reign. That division creates havoc within. The purpose is to balance them back to discover their true self and recognize who and what they are.

Q:  Why?

A:  To be able to see beyond one's self and live in true unity with all energy. This creates a better world for all. It expands who and what you are. You discover you are but a part of the whole,  The knowledge of being one brings the greatest peace, child. What is greater then having total peace within. There is no greater, child, none greater than total peace.