Feeling Confused

Q;  At this present time I am feeling very confused about the subject of changing one's self.  I know we create our path but how we can change it at will is confusing me.

A:  Each soul comes here to experience certain lessons.   How they learn them is up to each person.  To change one's path is simply making the choice.

Q:  Funny George, its not that easy.  You don't just say I'm going to change my path and bam - it changes.  I've tried that so many times only to be disappointed time and time again.  So - how does one change their path?

A:  When a prayer is uttered from one's heart - it is created. The prayer must be believe and accepted in one's heart. It has to be one with you.  Many souls just utter a prayer for change but do not accept it or believe it will be.

Q:  Are we talking about faith here?

A;  Faith is simply believing it will be.  It is such an easy thing to say but unfortunately on this dimension it is more often impossible for the ego to believe. The Ego is handicapped when it comes to faith. Again faith is a knowing it will be. The ego suffers from doubt and confusion. The soul on the other hand just knows it will be. One must merge the soul and ego to produce the change. It isn't easy. It must become a true belief that what you want will come.  There have been times in your past when you ask for a change and it happened. There are other times when it did not.  The different is belief.  You may call it faith but is is simply accepting the fact the reality will take place in your life.

Q:  So - does meditation help?

A:   Meditation helps anything in your walk but it does not create the change.  It is the acceptance within you that produces the change.

Q:  So - how do I do it?

A: Simply believe it will be and accept it in your heart.

Thoughts

Q;  Just a few posts back we were talking about thought as the creation of all things.  Please explain.

A:  Child, this is Shambia. Thought is you and is also all things.  When the creation of all things began - it was born from thought.  Thought creates life. It creates movement. It creates knowledge. It is the jest of all there is.  Without it - nothing would exist in this world or in any other Universe. You say - are there other worlds. There are millions of other worlds - each existing the same way - through thought creation.  Thoughts are energy in action. 

Q:  How?

A:  Energy created all things.  Creation is a binding together of all thoughts into a centered oneness.  It will never be separate - energy is from one source - love.  Love is the life of all things. That one energy is simply - the creation of thought.  Thought produces what one desires. If one desires something with all their might - it happens.  There have been things in your path in which your whole being longed for. Did it not happen?  Your thoughts - your desire - are what created that.

Q:  Why doesn't it still happen in my path?

A: A true thought is from the center of your being.  It comes without doubt. 

Q:  Well, I have thoughts but they do not materialize. Why?

A:  A true thought is one in which there is a knowing within that it will be. If one doubts - it will not be.

Q:  Okay - how do I produce a true thought?

A:  One does not produce it - it comes from within. It is a desire to have or be. It is as you love.  If you ask for something that is not a true thought - it will not happen. A true thought is a knowing within it will be as you have created within.

Q: How do I do that?

A:  Be the thought.

Q: You wanta explain that a little more?

A:  A true thought is simply - you - within - desiring it to be. It is not produced - it lives within.

Q: Okay - I'm simply not getting what you are saying.  How can I simply have a thought coming from within that I have not produced? Isn't my mind creating it?

A: A true thought is a desire - to have or be. It is not doubted or produce. It is and lives and becomes real.

Q: I guess this is too deep for my brain to understand.  If I think any thought isn't that true?

A:  A true thought is created by your love within,  child.  A true thought is what your heart truly desires. It comes and is created from love.

Q: Okay - then how do I find that place within me to produce my desires?

A:  You don't find it. It finds you child when the time for it to be comes.

War

Q:  George, why is their war?  We war in society, we war in our spirit, we war in our ego.  Seems to me all we do is war. Why?

A: The human spirit or ego - if you wish it that way -  is always wanting to obtain what it desires whether it is in society, our spirit or our ego.  It is always due to some form of desire.  War happens to obtain things, land, rule, or dominion. It isn't a pleasant thing for either side. It causes much grief to all those involved. Often it produces just the opposite of what the whole war started out for.  It is sad. We guides hate to see war happen in any given situation but it often is the best teacher - especially when it is a war within one.  Often a war in our spirit or ego will bring the soul into a new discovery of spirit and of themselves.  So sometimes war can be good.  If one wars, (lets say for example,) in their ego over the desire to gamble or not gamble.  The soul is in agony within fighting the desire to do it and suffering the guilt of what it will bring to them and those they love.  The war will eventually end when the ego chooses which direction it will go, but the natural consequences of their choice will start.  For the soul addicted to gambling it is often the one that will bring the most sorrow.  Often they will loose a great deal if not all they have. Those around them will suffer too, eventually that soul will finally come to the end of their struggle and choose to change. It is a hard and lonely road they will travel to get out of the addiction. Its the same with any addiction - no matter the love. Addiction is strictly a love.  The love is very strong and the desire to maintain that love even stronger. A soul can be addicted to any love.  Often we think of - a love - as a person, house, or car - as the real love. 
Loves can be anything.  Loves can be a desire to rule - to dominate, food, clothes, anger, jealousy, knowledge, sex, hatred, well you get my drift. It is anything we desire more than anything else.  It controls our thinking, our path's direction. It is what we become - as we seek after our love. If our love is to follow within the oneness of love then we find our path riddled with havoc.  For we can only truly learn to love as we suffer within the dying of our duality.  Duality produces separation. Love produces oneness.  So love can only be when we learn there is no such thing as separation. The only way to learn that  - is to allow the soul and ego to merge.  Believe me when I say - that will produce a war within you! The ego is not one to want the soul to have any say in our path.  It will fight to the end to maintain its dominance.  The soul on the other hand will simply love the ego as it is and allow it to have its way.  It wants peace - not war.  The ego desires the war.  It relishes the power and command.  Now you are thinking why have an ego.  It is bad. 
No, it is not.  The ego produces the journey for each soul to obtain knowledge of enlightenment. Without it we would not learn. It is a very necessary thing.  For only in the war can one learn what love is.

Q:  Why can't we just be born with the knowledge?  Why do we have to fight for it?

A:  If one is given everything does that one truly appreciate it?  No - one will simply take it for granted.  To realize what love is - one must take the path of true learning.  They must allow each experience to come forth in order for the lesson to be learned. Each experience walked - teaches that soul who and what they are. One can not change until one truly learns that.  If I state - all souls are one - with your mind dwelling in duality - would you grasp the true meaning of the word - oneness?  No - you simply would not.  For one will only learn it as the ego allows its counterpart the soul to merge with it and open up the truth that dwells within.  The light within  - given at that moment  - will begin the path to the knowledge of what it means when I speak of - oneness.  This is a journey all souls must take and continue to take. Even we guides continue to grow in enlightenment.  The only difference is we see the - why.

Unconditional Love

Q: Today I was writing on Facebook about unconditional love.  I made the comment to obtain it we had to let all boxes go.  You stopped me and said,"You are unconditional love. You don't obtain it." That was an eye opener for me.  I have always thought I had to work towards it.

A:  No soul has to work for it.  It is already what they are.  One can't get something if they already have it.   For all souls were born of it.  It is something you can never change - no matter how hard you try by seeking to get it through your works.  It never comes by trying to get it.  It simply is.  It is you.  Rest in that child.

Q: Okay - where is George and who is this speaking?

A:  George is right here.  We have been in a deep discussion.  It has been good.  I am Shambia.  Your peace is on a low level child.  You have to quit fighting yourself.  Rest in who and what you are.

Q: I am so confused as to why things have been so hard for us and why it is so hard for me to let go of all the old thoughts on Spirit.  I think I have - then something pops up I had no idea I felt that way.  Why?  Why doesn't it just all go?

A"  It goes as you allow it too.  Remember child - free will is paramount in this universe of enlightenment. It will never be overridden. It is pure love and that can not ever be forsaken or changed or given up.  You can not give up what you are or who you are. It is simply the fact of life for all.  For all are one.

Q:  Do you still suffer with these kind of things?

A: Once a soul crosses over and rejoins their ego and soul - that sort of thing lessens within you.  Its not to say you don't still have to lay down thoughts.  For one never gets over thoughts. Thoughts make everything exist.  It creates us and is us.  Thoughts are pure love energy coming from within each soul to establish within them a monarchy of love. It grounds us.  It builds us and it can even destroy one.  It is a deeping existence of enlightenment within each soul.  One can not hide or forsake thought.  It is forever one with all things.  That is how this whole universe is born - through thought.  Thought creates life.

Q: Whoa - it is all thought reaction?

A: Yes, child. Everything is born of thought.  It is good - no matter which way one's thought goes. For one simply learns either way.

Love....Why Is It So Hard?

Q:  George, why is love so hard to accomplish in us?  We talk about it, think we know what it is - then something takes place and wham - love is no where to be found.  Why is that so?

A:  To truly love is hard because to truly love is to lay down your Ego and your Ego will never go quietly.  Here with the Ego in the ruling position - it will not allow love to become the center of each soul.  If it did it would no longer be in the driver's seat.  But, remember all came here to experience all emotions.  This is only accomplished through the Ego - who is your emotional side.  It isn't bad - its just how it was meant to be here.  As you become more aware of your soul's ability to truly love - you become more loving. But love must start at the act of loving one's self.  That is hard to do as society, parents, churches and people who influence us - teach us guilt.  Guilt takes away love.  It teaches one to judge. The judging starts within one's self first then radiates out to others.  This is how each soul's journey begins here. One simply has to reach out to their soul and grasp love.  It is so good to feel that pure love radiate within one.  You have experienced it many times.

Q: Yes, but I get discouraged because it doesn't seem to stay long.  I find my faith in love falters and then I feel bad.

A: Does not every one's love falter, child?  Can one truly understand love if one is divided within one's self?  No. For love is only learned as your soul and ego merge - reminding them both what they are and where they came from.

Q:  Who answered me this time?

A: It is I Shambia, child.  Do you not feel the love I am merging you in at this time?

Q: Yes.

A: Then accept my love and let it heal you.  For there is much division within you.  You fight your work.  you doubt it.  Yet, it is as breathing within you. You try to lay it down - but you can't. It is merging with you and you feel it, despite the fact you want to deny it at times.  That is okay child. It is slowly taking you over and you will see just why and how you are truly loved.  Can you not feel it?

Q: Yes. But I feel so unworthy of it.

A:  All are worthy of love - for that is where you were created. As you progress in your path (as all others also progress) you will see what love is and also what you are - love within love.  It is so marvelous to feel. Is it not?

Q: Yes, I feel it now, but why can't I keep it?

A: If you kept the true feeling of love 100% of the time - why would you continue to journey and learn and grow?

Q: I guess I see your point but I just wish I could grasp what love really is and hold onto it forever.

A: That is to come child for every being of light. For all will return to what they are.

When Will The Sadness End?

Q:  When does our break come?  Dewain states I am the one controlling my destiny. I make the rules and choose it all.  Yet, I find that too difficult to understand.  Please explain.

A; This path is one of your choosing, Luv.  You came to do a job and that job has required a great deal from you.  The trials you have experienced have transformed you into this being of light.  This is all appointed within you.  Sometimes circumstance arise in one's path to slightly alter one's path.  This is good but can often bring about much travail within one.  Do not fear this path, embrace it and choose to follow the mark for which you came.

Q: I am tired and I feel forsaken in so many ways.

A: Luv, no soul is ever forsaken.  The reason you feel that way is due to your Ego making you feel it.  Do not heed what it says to your mind.  Go within to your inner light and seek the peace there. It will aid you greatly.

Moving Again

Q: Today we will be looking at a rental. The thought of moving just about makes me cry. I was so sure when we moved again I would be moving into my own home. But, I guess that isn't to be.  It makes me very sad, George.

A:  Yes, Luv, I know. But remember all things work together for good. There is a reason this is to be.  Rest in that.

Q:  Yeah - I will eventually have to move again. This will be the 27th time I have moved in our marriage.  I think I am due some TLC. Why doesn't the Universe think that too?

A:  Luv, time changes all things.  You will someday look back on all this and realize this is what has made you into who you are.  The long, rocky roads have shaped you into this being of light.  It is good.

Q:  What being of light?  I certainly do not fit that category.  I am just me, I cry, I struggle, I get angry and I am stubborn as a mule - Bob says......

A: Yes, you are all those things, but so is everyone else.  Do you really think there is one soul out there that is perfect?  No - there is not.  Even when one crosses over into higher energy - they are not. Each soul struggles on their path.  Each soul has an Achilles Heel - weaknesses of the flesh - as they say here.  But, each soul learns from mistakes.  It is good.

Q:  I love the way all of you think everything we experience here is so good. Ha ha.....You wouldn't be so brave if you were in my shoes or any other soul's shoes.  It isn't easy here on us.  I know you see from a different pathway - but it is us - here - experiencing this mess and it is often very hard to deal with.

A:  When you walk this pathway - you walk it with the Ego in the ruling seat.  Your Ego is a very self-centered part of you.  It will fight to get its' way to the end.  Yet, as a soul allows the inner light to come forth the Ego is aware in spurts of who and what it is and looses that bossy attitude at times becoming its' true loving self just as its' counter part the soul.  This path is a progress of learning love.  It ia a path of learning who you truly are.  It is good. For as each soul grows in the knowledge of who and what they are - they move into a higher vibration. Their energy increases in speed and the inner light of knowing comes forth in a greater way.  It is good, Luv.  It is real good.