I'm Confused

Q:  The title sure is a dousy.  I seem to be in that state of mind a lot. I swore I was never going to write or talk to any of you again.  Tonight I was talking with others and what I have seen seemed to start flowing out from within me.  Is it such a part of me - I am unable to walk away from this?

A:  The knowing is you and you can't hide from what you have seen within you and without you.  Most of your boasting was anger pouring forth over things that cause you a great deal of pain.  That will all change.  Your life is going to take a severe change soon - one in which you will feel as if you are in a whirlwind.  Just remember we are there with you and for you and will guide you upon asking.

Q:  No more sadness, George.  I simply can not deal with it.

A:  Only gladness, Luv.  It is time.......

Magnet

Q: George, we have been discussing we are energy much like a magnet.  You state we are both positive and negative energy and we need to balance the two energies.  I know you state that neither side is good or bad, but both are needed to complete us.  I get all of that but it is hard to balance them on this 3rd dimensional world with our Ego side in control here and the Soul part of us veiled from the Ego - how do we get them to balance when our Ego mind wants to be the King, controlling our every thought and move here?  You tell me to meditate.  I try - but can't accomplish more than a minute or two until I find my mind wandering along another path of mindless patter.....

A:  Yes, the Ego mind is quite frustrating at times, but then again this whole path is a drama in which you star.  To develop more control over your Ego mind ( many call it their flesh) one has to step up the meditation into the Soul's mind.  Yes, it is difficult.  Remember to enter into the pure loving nature of the Soul, who by the way is pure logic and sees itself as that - makes it difficult at times for the Soul to see the pure emotional nature of the Ego side of it.  That is why both need each other.  Too much logic - destroys the natural flow of our emotional nature.  Too much emotion keeps us centered in our Ego mind and prevents us from allowing logic to help us see the pitfalls of our emotional side.  So the whole pattern of giving us both sides is so important in our walk here.

Q:  Okay, I see what you are saying but many have said we are one with Source so there really is no battle.  But, George, I battle between my Soul's mind and my Ego's mind.  Why? Am I so weak?

A:  All battle back and forth from their Ego's desires and their Soul's desires on this path.  The Soul would have one totally apt at the walk with no emotional hangups. The Ego's mind frets and gets hung up in all it's emotional ties to the drama.  If one says they don't - they are only kidding themselves.  All struggle here.  That is the plan.  How can one truly experience this path if they do not struggle within and without?  That is the whole point of this walk.  It is good.  Remember the bowl of ice cream.  The Soul's mind would look at it, say it looks good and would simple pass it by.  The Ego's mind on the other hand would look at it, wonder about it - then get a bite. The mind of the soul would be satisfied then and walk away.  The mind of the ego would relish the ice cream, feeling every bite within and without.  The problem is this.  If one let's the Ego control the ice cream - it would eat the whole carton.  The soul gives the ego's desires control through its logical thinking.  It would say - enough.  The Ego would continue to indulge its desire.  Both are needed for balance.

When?

Q;  I am confused about my writing. You tell me I am to write books and the journals sit in boxes. The pencil marks will smudge and fade before they ever get published at the rate I am going. Or I will cross over before they do.  The things you have shared with me are similar to those that Seth spoke in, "Seth Speaks," only in a simpler way. I read four chapters of Jane's book. It confirmed much of what you have told me but I still do not see the point of why I am writing this stuff.  George, I have a few that read this blog.  Now - UNDERSTAND this - I do not wish to have people think I am some Guru  or something special.  I don't want followers.  I just want to help people understand the truth, to help them open their minds, to follow what they see and not be afraid of changing.
Even I struggle with what you say.  Sometimes I feel it will never sink in. I don't see me as the one to write these words of truth. It seems  - if I were to be the one to write these books - I would fully understand the words you all speak. 

A:  That is only as you see it, Luv.  We see different.  The things we have shared with you are becoming a part of you just as your friend, Dewain stated they would.  He said it would become natural to you.  It is. In answer to your concern - the books  - are they written just for you or many - Many......They will be published at the appointed time.

Q:  George, I'm not sure I will be around to see it.  I am getting very tired.

A:  Yes, we see that, but that will all change in the distant future.  Although I was greatly tempted I refrained from using the word, "soon, " in honor of your feelings about the word.....Lol

Q:  Thank you for that kindness, George.

A:  Your welcome, Luv.  Lol......

Q:  George, when we arrived in the womb did we feel pain or any emotions? The Scientists here state the fetus doesn't feel anything until a certain time.

A:  We all feel - every emotion and pain there is. Just because we enter the birthing place does not mean we don't feel.  But, the process of birth must be allowed so each Soul can walk their path here.

Q:  Well, does it hurt the fetus when the Mother has an abortion?

A: Yes, but the Soul chose to experience that emotion.

Q:  No - the Mother did......

A:  No - the Fetus (soul) did.

Q:  Should a woman have one then?

A: That is up to the Mother and Fetus to decide.

Q:  George, if the child is in the womb - it has no say in the decision the Mother may make.

A:  On the contrary - yes - it does!  It did not have to choose this path.  It could refuse to come and experience the pain.

Q:  Well if you look at it that way - I guess so.

A:  You think as a mother whose children are very dear to her.  Distance yourself from that emotion and you will see the bigger picture of that path.

Q:   I'm not sure I can as long as I am on this path.  It is too emotional for me.  I do not judge those that choose that path at all, I am just stating,  the thought, it causes pain to a child  - is hard for me.

A:  Yes, you are an emotional person and love children.  But, the whole point of this earthly realm is to experience different things.  When one walks this path one discovers the true meaning of love that dwells within them and teaches one to look beyond themselves to others........

Seth Speaks

Q:  Harold I am reading the book, "Seth Speaks." I know I was told not to read anything but so far Seth is stating the same things all of you have shared with me - only the terminology is different. The writing is so much more eloquent than mine it is embarrassing for me.  I do not have the education or the writing ability to do this.

A: Why do you worry so child?  The way you are writing is the way we desired you too, simple and to the point - making it easy for all to understand.

Q: People with high educations won't give my work the time of day. Am I suppose to reach them? How then?

A:  People with many credentials behind their name would not believe in us anyway, unless they were seeking truth.  Your work is for the people in the world - seeking truth.

Q:  Are you stating my work is like Bob's?  He has always worked with the religious burnouts.

A: In a way yes.  Your work will reach those that seek higher knowing. The words Seth spoke through Jane is true - just as the words you speak are true. There is so much to share with you child.

Q:  Then why do I have to work so hard, long hours and driving so far?  It leaves me exhausted and little time to write.

A: That is to change soon.

Q: Why can't I win the lottery?  Is it wrong to wish that? I could help so many.......

A:  Nothing is wrong when it is wished for with love.  You have deep loyalty and love for your family and friends.  It is good. Love will give you your desire to help those you care so deeply for, in time.

Q: Harold, my brothers are so tired.  They have little retirement.  They need to be able to rest and enjoy their remaining years. Our kids worry about us and try to help - but I long to be able to stand on my own two feet. I was told everything would be all right.  It hasn't been.  I was told Matthew would come. He didn't.  It has caused great doubt within me.

A: Whether you believe or choose not to believe is up to you.  What is your chosen path will be no matter which way you choose to think.

Q:  Isn't that kind of going against my, "Free Will?"

A:  No, because your Soul and Ego chose it before they came.  It is as they wish.

Q: So my Ego concsiousness has no say in any decision that was made prior to my dissension?  Is my walk predestined then?

A:  Your emotions have a say in all. Sometimes when the circumstance becomes unbearable for the human the decision will be made to over ride it.  But, in your case you came here to write the books.

Q:  Okay - when do I get too then?

A:  Are you not writing now?

Q:  When does someone other than me see them?  It doesn't seem to be of any help to anyone sitting in boxes drawing dust.

A:  Do not worry so much child. They shall come to life soon.  Much is changing and those changes will bring about great change in your live soon.

Q: There you go again using that word, "soon."  Man, how I hate that word...

Religion

Q: George, we have been discussing the reason religion came to be.  You stated because the Ego became so uncontrollable here on the 3rd dimension the decision was made to create a God or Gods to produce social order over the Souls here. This would produce guilt and judgement in us. All thought this would help place control on the Ego.  Is the Ego so demanding?  If so, why?

A: The Ego at first was for balancing the Soul while it walked the path here. But, because it was veiled from it's counter half the Soul, the Ego's emotions got out of hand and it began to fulfill every desire.  As the Ego's desires felt good it became more and more self centered. It was pleasurable to the Ego.  The hunger for more satisfaction grew within it. It did not see the trap it was getting into. You see both the Ego and the Soul were born from, "Pure love."  The Soul has little or no emotion and dwells in logic.  The Ego is pure emotion. That is why they are good together. It creates balance in both of them. Too much Ego is hard on one - for it creates complete unrest, judgement, guilt and lack of self worth. Too much Soul keeps the soul from learning and being able to walk this life path. In the balance of the two is perfection.  So - you see why balance of the two is needed.

Q:  Yes, I can but it sure isn't easy to keep them balanced here.

A:  No child it is not but it can be accomplished by the soul here. Its the desire of the soul to accomplish it.  Remember this - desiring it and trying to achieve it is two different things. One can never achieve it by trying.  One has to allow it to develop from within.

Busy, Busy, Busy

Q:  I have been so busy I forgot my oldest daughter's birthday - which broke my heart.  She is so wonderful and I am so very proud of her.

A:  Yes, indeed you have been quite busy.  We have missed communing with you.

Q:  This isn't George speaking.  Who is this?

A:  Harold.

Q:  Hello Harold. Nice to speak to you. You have been with me since my birth here.  Has it all been so difficult for you? George tells me I am difficult all the time.

A: No child - nothing is or has been difficult, although I might add quite interesting as far as I am concerned, but George is a younger Soul than I and needs more time to adjust. I am learning along with you and it is all good.

Q:  I guess you are stating you are even older than me?

A:  Quite older my dear.  That is why I chose this path with you.  It is very exciting for me to share this with you. It is good to see you let the knowing become a part of you.  Many new thoughts are becoming one with you - changing you and setting you on your journey.

Q:  Why me?  I am so unworthy of the task.

A:  All are worthy - none are unworthy child.  You seem to base your feelings on what your Ego thinks you are.  Base them on what your Soul thinks. for I see much growth and love has widened in you.  All is good.  Difficult does not exist.

What's Up Doc?

Q: Given on Feb. 23, 2011......
    George, what is up with my world?  It is emotionally draining me.  A friend said because of my work I was to be forsaken in the physical world. Is this true?  It scares me to think what will be next......

A: Luv, many times our Soul desires the physical realm to the spiritual realm. One can have one without the other, but not always.  You need to know Source does care and is changing many things in your path for your sake.

Q:  George, if gas keeps going up I may not be able to afford to even drive to work on what I make now.  What do I do then?  Bob is ill and can't work at this time (which I might add - makes him feel like a failure).  Which in turn hurts me.....

A:  Trust in love.  You seem to have a great deal of trouble believing in love - when it comes to you and your loved ones.

Q:  Look at my track record, George.  Life ain't been easy so far.

A:  You see only with your Ego's eyes. Go within and see the truth......