Seeking

Q: George, while seeking to know Source within and without I have many times felt as if there was no way I could ever truly understand what LOVE means. I understand what you say about the Soul and Ego, why they must be separated here, and why they balance. I get what you say. What I still have difficulty in is why I can't seem to become totally one with what you are all telling me. Why do I struggle so hard at times in grasping the spirituality of love? A" One of the reasons is you have never walked a life path as a male. You have no logic within you - only emotion. You came from within the negative (emotional) side of Source. Remember neither side emotional or positive is better than the other. Both must exist equally for any soul to exist. The reason for this was so you would have no logic. If you held within you any logic you would begin analyzing everything we tell you instead of letting your spirit take it - digest it and make it part of you. You would not be writing these words we share with you as your mind would talk you out of them. It is wonderful but yes it can become difficult for you . You take everything very emotionally. It deepens your feelings more and more.The other problem is the Ego. Here it rules with its self centered demands and rules. It does not relish anything taking down its throne of control. When it does get a glimpse of its other half the soul - it will do battle to keep its throne. Only in true peace and meditation will the soul become one with the Ego and they will find balance for a moment. That is usually when you or others will receive an epiphany. Do not worry about becoming spiritual - all are already there. One can not become what one already is.