Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Why Bother?

Q:  Samson, I have been writing since November 11,2004.  I at this time am not even sure why or if I should continue to go forward. My life path at this time is so hard and I am so tired. I don't see these writings helping me or anyone else at all. Does anyone even knows my writing exist?. I continue to struggle with my Ego and my peace has left the building - as the old saying goes.
 I have lost the best friend a girl would ever have and now we are loosing her husband, who we all adore.  He is suffering terribly with cancer and really has given up to try and fight it. He is lost without his beloved wife of almost 60 years.  I know there is no true death, that we just pass onward in our life journey, but loosing the physical existence of them is hard on this path. My kids are struggling and  my brothers are in trouble financially and I can't even help them. Their health is going down, so my life is really sad.  Does it ever give me a break?  We have gone through so much in the past, I need some TLC.

A:  Child, this journey you are on is one that is often difficult for Souls. If it were easy you would not learn the lessons you came here to experience. Do not feel so down child. You will get through all of this and learn greatly how much you are loved.

Q:  I will wait and see when that love will appear.  right now I just don't feel it at all. I am tired and I am sad. I just want some peace and rest without worry.

A:  Then trust in love child!