Waiting

Q:  It is often a waiting game we play here, George. Sometimes things happen in a flash, but rarely. Most of the time I sit waiting for answers to my questions. Why? Do we need to learn patience?

A: The energy around each Soul has its own time frame. When I speak of time frames I am not referring to those you live by here on this 3rd dimension, but of those we see and aid in. Each Soul progresses here in their own timing. None can rush or change it. For the Soul and Ego together create this path. Time frames are produced here to teach trust in each Soul.

Q: Wait a minute. How can our time frames teach us to trust?

A: Time frames allow for the movement of energy to accomplish the request of our charges here.
Without time frames it might take more than one's life path here to accomplish our deeds here. Remember we dwell in a dimension that has no such thing as time frames.Sometimes it takes eon to create a path in our energy.

Q:  Why does it have to be so?

A:  Once we have left this 3rd dimension (learning zone) we are better off to not have time frames. We see things as the were, are and will be.

Q:  Why can't you share that information with us?

A:  If I were to share what I see from my place of energy it would change your pathway - which is not allowed.  Each soul has to find their own path of learning. Remember we guides are here only to aid you in your decisions. We are not here to manipulate you.

Q:  Okay, then why do I feel as if you prevent my decisions from happening?

A:  That is your Ego talking. We never prevent any of your thoughts or decisions. We are strictly aides in your pathway of choice.

Q:  Can you at least help me by warning me?

A: If that warning does not interfere with your desired lessons.

Q:  Why is it that way? Why make our paths so complicated for us?

A:  We don't. you do.  But if one learns to ask for aid and waits for our answer we can help.

Q: Okay, I am asking for a better job, in my town that will be fun to go to. Good pay wouldn't be bad too.

A: Is this your choice? Or do you wish to have to not work at all?

Q: Either way would be fine with me. I am tired of driving nearly 100 miles a day to and from work.

A: Wait for your path to open up and the true desire of your heart will be.

Is Knowledge Important?

Q:  So many people receive enlightenment then try to box it is, George. Why do we do this?

A:  Each Soul as they receive, "Knowing," from within will try to hold on to it. The Ego likes to feel superior and wants to contain knowledge. Its main desire is to be the King of all things. That is why it walks this pathway veiled to who it truly is. One can only learn from their emotional side. The Ego is indeed that.

Q: Why can't we learn from our Soul's side?

A: The Soul is simply love. It is complete in its knowledge of who and what it is. It is logical and remains in the background of each person. It is the stabilizer of us. It is pure in itself and makes no demands. On the other hand its other half, the Ego, is quite the opposite. It is always going to try and come out the winner.

Q: Why does this have to be?

A:  If I were to ask you to help me the first thing your Ego would want is to know is will it be adversely affected by this help. It is a survivalist - first and foremost. The Soul on the other hand is willing to give up its life for another - no questions asked.

Q:  Why were we made this way?

A: So every emotion can be learned and fully felt.

Q: Sounds crazy to me. Why does life paths have to be so hard and trying?

A: Would you learn anything if it was all handed to you on a silver  platter?  No, you would become bored and want to find something challenging to experience. Happiness is only there when one learns the emotion of experiences. The Ego loves the test and will do all it can to learn in its own way.

Q:  Look, sometimes people just want a little TLC. They get tired of the fight to live. They want to rest.

A: Child, there are numerous times of rest between each lesson.

Q: Why does it often seem to be just the opposite?

A: Because one is trying to see from their physical eyes.

To Each Its Own

Q:  George, when we come here to travel our pathway, you shared with me that we all choose what experiences we would like to learn. You stated that each Soul that comes into contact with us is all a part of an agreement beforehand. Living here in this Ego ruled pathway it is often hard for me to truly see that all those I meet are pre-agreed. I know that is not a word but it seemed to fit where my mind is going.  If this is true why do we not learn the first time?  Is it - if we don't learn the first time - it will come around again?

A: No, the experiences one chooses to learn are not written in stone how they will proceed. Each Soul  must create the pathway with their thoughts each day. How one learns their journey is always up to that Soul. Remember free will is never overridden. It is as I have said many times, "forbidden."

Q:  If free will is never to be overridden - why do I feel like I have no free will in this pathway?

A:  All Souls have free will. Some use it - others do not. It is a choice each Soul makes themselves.

Q:  Then why haven't the things I desired taken place?

A:  You ask a miss.

Q:  Wait a minute, if I choose this pathway and how it is to be traveled then I should receive what I ask to be- should I not?

A:  If one asks for something to be created on their pathway it has to fit into the original experiences one choose to learn.

Q: Well, I think that is bull. I think we don't have any choices - that the Universe just shovels out to us things it thinks we need. Otherwise not all this crap would be happening to so many. Just my thoughts, George.

A:  You do tend to be melodramatic child. All is not as it seems. Things are in the works for all those you love. You just have to have patience.

Q:  I am a bit out of patience at this time. I am afraid I am getting a bit angry. I don't understand so much of what you say and I feel I should. I see black and white - always have. I am told you guys see in gray. Why can't I see in gray? Why is it one way or the other with me?

 A:  You have always chosen to walk from the feminine side of Source. This was to avoid having logic interfere with your emotions to write our books.

Q:  I was told it was an escape.

A:  It is to be as we said. All souls see things from their point of view. You must allow them that freedom and honor it. Yet, you fear walking in faith in this. You desire it to all be peaches and cream before you make your move. Trust in Spirit to guide you and aid you as you walk in faith.

Q: I am having great difficulty with that one. If my husband had a great career where I would not have to worry about things I could handle that, but he doesn't and it is scary as hell for me.

A: You do have a problem trusting in anything do you not, child?

Q: I guess I do. Lots of very painful hard knocks and sadness on my path. I don't know what it would be like not to struggle or see my loved ones not struggle. I long for that so much. Yet, it seems to avoid us all.  Is it because I desire that so much?

A: No child, it is because you seek it so hard that it prevents faith from doing it. Learn to trust child.

Q: There is a part of me that does trust you, but there is the other half that can't trust. It is too fearful of being hurt again. It hides deep within.

A:  We know. It will one day burst forth and healing will be. We wait for that moment. It will be good.

Visitor

Q: I just had a visitor from Maryland, Zing. She is a psychic who paints how the angels see your energy. She was a friend of one of our long time friends. She was coming through Oklahoma and luckily she chose to stop. It was an interesting visit full of sharing in Spirit. It was good. During this time we learned about some of her experiences in her path. We all seem to share in that. Experiences can be very fulfilling and also sometimes devastating, but with each emotion uncovered we learn more about who we are. How can we hold onto the peace and love we share so we feel that emotion all of the time?

 A: Each soul passing on their path will feel these moments of peace and love. It usually does not stay very long. There is a reason for this. If one was peaceful and full of the feeling of love all the time they would not progress on their pathway. They would sit and rest and never go forward. Pathways are journeys of discovery. One learns what love, peace, anger,and all emotions are. One needs these emotions to grow within. How boring this world would be if no one ever went forward and learned new things and new emotions. What greater love is there than the discovery of who and what you are. You are the greatest discovery you can have. Seek yourself. Love yourself and give of yourself. Every energy you emit from yourself changes all souls. If you emit love without judgement just think what that would do for this earthly plane. It is good.

 Q: How can we always be loving with our Ego trying its best to lead us into a selfish thinking. It can really ream on us,causing us to belittle our self or feel inferior to others. Yet I am aware there is only one energy to us all. So how can we overcome this in us?

 A: Every soul on this planet struggles at times with feeling discouraged, belittled, inferior and - well - I could go on and on, but you get the point. What one's Ego tells them is only a reflection of the experiences one has suffered. But not one Soul is inferior to another. It doesn't matter what standard of life they live. They are all of one energy - love. The Source of all is a part of an all encompassing unconditonal love, a love that knows nothing else. It shares the energy with all because it can not be without the whole of itself. It is you and me and it. That energy never dies nor will it forsake one. One can not forsake one's self - can one? You can't sever who and what you are for all things are of one energy.

The Coming New Energy

Q: I have spoken to an energy that talked of the coming new bodies. I would like you to talk about that subject. A: What would you like me to say? Q: What are the bodies coming into this new energy going to be like? A: They will resemble the bodies of this dimension, but they will be of a much more translucent material and will wear better in the new energy. Q: Are you saying what Jessica said to me, they wouldn't be as vulnerable to disease and obesity as our bodies are now? A: The bodies will be of a higher vibration and less prone to decay in the atmosphere here. They will be less apt to be controlled by the Ego's desires. They will not have as much trouble maintaining the weight capacity of their frame. Q: Are you saying that obesity will not be as much of a concern on them - than it is on us? A: The energy here is slow and ruled by the Ego. The Ego tends to feed its desires to full capacity. The newer bodies and souls of higher energy will be less controlled, which will be better. Q: So, what about those here that choose to accept the higher energy? Will their bodies change? Will they become less prone to obesity or diseases as they are now? A: The bodies will change but not to the value of the newer bodies. But you must remember, one can not change the physical body totally of the 3rd dimension. It can be better, but not as the others. Q: What about the reasons for coming here? Will it be the same? A: The souls here in this dimension come to experience the emotions. They are physical and mentally tied to the desires of the Ego. The newer souls will be of a higher vibration and will tend to center into the soul more. The lessons will still affect their physical self but it will be on a higher energy level, more mental. Q: Am I to stay? A: You have a work to do. But it is your choice to stay and accomplish your work. ?

Terminology

Q:  I have found the words we stick onto our spiritual beliefs often halt relationships. We each have certain words that we hold sacred, such as: God, Goddess, Buddha, Allah, Yahweh and so on. If one uses their blessed name, and another doesn't - separation happens within the souls.  Why do we do that?

A:  Words are just words. There is no one name for the creation of all things. It doesn't matter what one calls the Creator.

Q:  Then why do we continue to separate over names or words?  What is the purpose of them? For instance one soul will use the word Flesh in reference to our earthly side. Some will use Ego. The one using flesh will be offended by the one using ego. Why?

A: Each soul walks their path in their own way and belief. It isn't something one goes about trying to start. It is brought on by society, religion and other determining factors. Each soul longs to belong. Rejection is the greatest fear man has. It is the most terrifying thing man experiences on this dimension. Learn to lay down all names and words. Seek what dwells within you. There is no need to label the Creator with earthly words. He is pure love and needs none.

What About The New Energy?

Q: What is happening in the new energy now?

A:  Many things, Luv. The energy has moved up to 3.5 dimensions. It isn't quite at the fourth yet.  Many souls  have moved upward and are striving toward reaching the fourth.

Q: How can we tell we have moved up more?

A: The fact you are able to talk to us at the drop of a hat is an example. Knowing other dimensions are there and have the ability to talk with them is another. You have had conversations with souls from other worlds and dimensions in the past. That is to increase for many souls as the new higher energy comes into this universe more. Each soul will have the ability to speak to souls who have even crossed over should they desire to.

Q: Of course I would like that, but if I were to say that to someone I would be classed as a kook.

A: Many souls here dwell and live in fear. They fear others will hurt them, they fear going hungry, losing someone, not being the perfect mate or helper. Society has taught souls to live in this constant what if's. Do not fear change and do not wall yourself in your home and quit having fellowship with all manner of souls. Loose all fears. Step out and live.

Q: Yeah, some will say with what?

A: With love - loving yourself and all others without requirements. What freedom you will and all others would fee..

Karma

Q: What is Karma, George?

A: What many called Karma here is a boom-a-rang type of bringing back things one needs to redo or fix.
But Karma does not really exist as such. If a Soul journeys over and decides to return on another path, it will then be up to them to bring back things to redo or fix. Remember nothing is allowed to over ride one's free will.

Q: So, I wouldn't come back with things to redo or fix unless I chose to bring them back with me?

A: True. Karma does not control a soul. The soul controls Karma.

Q: Why do people here say the opposite - you know the psychics and such?

A: Man has always tried to control others with fear, most of the time through religion. But there is nothing that has the right to control another. That would produce Karma for them. Karma is simply a payback.

Let's Talk About Love For a Moment......

Q; We have talked and talked about love a lot. But, one thing confuses me. If we are here to discover the true meaning of what love is why does it have to be so hard on us?

A: To learn love one must have their emotions affected. If everything in your life path was rosy, how would you ever learn what unconditional love is? One must suffer emotionally many times to come to the realization of what love means. You can't learn to love unconditionally without pain and suffering.

Q: Then why do I want to learn it?

A: For each soul to move upward in the dimensions they must become more and more one with unconditional love. For only as one discovers love can one become more and more aware of who and what they are - one with Source.

Q:  Okay, then if I suffer and go through hell, I am suppose to discover unconditional love in me? I'm sorry but the way I feel right now I'm not sure it would be worth it. I feel like I have gone through enough pain and suffering the past 8 years to last me the rest of my life path here...Lol....

A: It is up to each soul as to how slow or fast they wish to learn. No one is less spiritual if they go slow and no one is more spiritual if the go fast. Each soul goes at their own pace. A spiritual walk is not a contest to see who seems more spiritual. For being spiritual is a changing within you that leads to an understanding of what loving unconditional does for you and means to you. It is simply a discovery within.....There are no superior beings who are above all others spiritually.  Each just walks their path in their own timing learning as their Ego and Soul balance.

I'm Wanting More.....

Q: I found the last blog very interesting and it has sparked my curious nature once again. May we expand on this?

A; In what way do you wish to go?

Q: I don't know - any way is okay as long as it is as interesting as the last one.

A: Well, child, first I will say it is I, Harold. Since you directed your question in reference to the last blog you posted, I chose to answer.  The grids are electrical energies that circle this dimension. They bring about the electrical impulses needed to fuel this world. Everything pertaining to this dimension is run and controlled by electrical impulses. It is a pure energy that comes from the main core of all energy. Remember this world is a learning center for all Souls. We come here to experience life energies. These energies teach each soul about love and the factor of creation. One can not advance if one does not come to the understanding of what love is and for what purpose we need to experience it.

Q: Okay, why is understanding the emotion of love so important for each soul to learn?

A: Each Soul created was created by the core of love - a pure unconditional energy which does not demand allegiance. It only wants you to respond in likeness to it. You are freely loved - it desires the same back. Remember the Ego part of each soul is a selfish part. It does not wish to pay allegiance to anyone other than itself.

Q: If that is what the energy of love wanted - why - would it create beings that do not want to? That just doesn't make sense to me. Why go through all of this torment then?

A: The Creator of all things did not want each soul created to be a robot - following its every wish.  Lets use an example. When a man here on this dimension begins his search for a mate, he does not look for one that will give into his every wish. He looks for one that will be a challenge. One that will spark his interest. One that will bring a merry chase. That is what the Ego desires - a challenge - for it loves the chase and the fight to win.  So this is what the Creator desired. Souls that would bring about a challenge to win their heart freely.  Makes a great love story - does it not?

Q: Are you saying we are the love interest?

A: Quite so. The Creator desires to win the love of each soul - but the Creator desires it to be won freely. Love can only exist when it is freely given to another. If the Creator had made every soul love through demanding it - there would never be any pure love to grow between them. Eventually the Soul would hate the Creator - would they not?

Q: Of course. No one I know would ever love someone if they demanded them too. It would go just the opposite. They would eventually hate them for demanding it. But that is the human nature of us.

A; That is true, but remember, the Creator is formed in the same image you were formed. The Creator is both positive and negative - just as you are. The Creator  reacts as you react. He feels as you feel. He cries as you cry.  Every emotion you feel the Creator feels.  You are one. You are forever connected by  the Creator's energy. You were created in the Creator' image. That creation was given free will so when the Soul responded to the Creator's love - it would respond back in love - freely given. This produces the effect the Creator wanted and enjoys. Love freely enjoyed is a marvelous thing. It is something to be cherished and expanded on. So as each soul freely loves the Creator - the soul will continue to grow into that love until they no longer see each as separate - but of one energy. This is life's purpose......

Tell Me

Q:  Tell me more about the magnetic grids you have spoken of more than once. Are they real? What do they do to this dimension?

A: The magnetic grids are what produces the electrical current responsible for the creation and running of this world. They keep the energy balanced.

Q: Okay - how?

A: Each magnetic grids fires it electrical energy one right after the other. Remember we told you there were 12 grids going up and down and 12 grids going from side to side. Each one keeps the other balanced. If one does not fire - then the world becomes out of balance. You have seen this on one or more occasions. The high winds and floods, massive snow fall, and earthquakes. These are all a part of the process of each grid firing its electrical impulse at its given time. If they misfire - then things happen. But, this is suppose to happen. Each catastrophic happening was meant to happen in order for this dimension to feel and seem real. If everything was perfect - emotions would not clash. You must understand the whys. It is necessary at times to allow massive souls to depart this world. Usually that is before a great spiritual awakening or happening.Sometimes it brings about much needed change. For unless the emotions of man is truly touch man will not learn.

Q: But why would massive souls agree to this?

A: They came to feel the despair in the type of emotion brought on by these catastrophic happenings.

Q: Why? What's the purpose? I don't get it.

A: For each Soul to truly learn and experience each emotion the soul must go through a devastating experience. One that will deeply broaden their love factor. For a Soul can not progress in Spirit if they do not understand love and the reason for it.

Q: Why does a soul have to always learn love the hard way?

A: No soul learns love through hardship. But what a soul does learn is to turn a deaf ear to their demanding Ego. Only when a soul's ego is brought under subjection can the soul truly balance them.

Q: Are you saying our soul is the one that balances us?

A; You are connected to the highest of energy - love. That love is only understood and seen in this dimension by the counterpart , the Soul. The Ego is of course veiled here and does not see. But as the Soul begins to take control of its other half the Ego, both begin to see. It is good Child.

Q: I don't recognize your voice today. Maybe I am very tired. It was a rough day at work today and I am exhausted.

A: That too shall pass soon. I am Harold.

Q: Thanks for answering my questions.

A: You're very welcome child.

How Do we Become Aware of Love Within Us?

Q: How do we learn to recognize what love in us really means?

A: How do you recognize anything child? You become aware of love within you by your actions or your reactions to any given situation.  Love is something each Soul learns through trial and error as you say here.

Q: Is this Harold?

A: Yes, it is a question I chose to answer.

Q: You seldom speak but I always find great wisdom from you. Are you an old Soul?

A: Quite old Child. Even older than yourself. We have been together for many centuries. Although at this moment you are quite unaware of that fact.

Q: So how do I learn to bring love forward within myself?

A: Want too. The rest will present itself to aid you in understanding love. The key is to stay open to Spirit at all times.

Q: How do I accomplish that?

A: Once again - choose to. Everything hinges on your desire to succeed in your desires.

Q: It's not always easy to forgive and trust in that person again.

A: The secret is do you wish to overcome your ego's desire to pout or not?

Q: Man - you speak quite harshly.....

A: I only speak the truth when you ask of me and you asked of me child.

Q: Okay - I see and yes you are right. But that still doesn't get me to change.

A: Do you truly wish to change?

Q: Yes, I do. I want to love fully without strings - but to do that do I have to be drug through the mire constantly?

A: Only if you choose to go through it. Love is a choice. Only you can choose to find it. I can't do it for you and it doesn't just happen. Its a choice - a choice you alone and all others have to accept within themselves.

Q: Guess it's always up to me huh?

A: Quite right Julia.....