Q: Why does our lives seem to just hold in limbo? I want so much more out of my existence here, yet, I seem to just be existing - not living. Is it my fault? The Universes? Source's? What is going on?
A: Every soul's life hangs in the balance at this time. Each soul is deciding whether to stay in their current energy pattern or to move forward into the coming new energy. You are undecided at this moment, Luv. A part of you is angry at everything and everyone for the place you find yourself dwelling in. The other part wishes to move forward into the new energy. You will have to decide what it is you truly desire.
Q: What I want seems to evade me. So - George - you got any suggestions?
A: Luv, temporal things will soon pass. Spirit lives on. But - you have to decide that for yourself.
Q: George, do we have to always live through hell to learn a lesson? Can't we sometimes learn an easier way?
A: How would one truly learn if the emotions weren't tasked? That is how the Ego learns. You want things to be easy and rosy. Sometimes they are. Sometimes they are not. The things you have gone through and felt deeply within your emotions will pass and the things you desire to be will come in their time. You need to be patient.
A: Child, have you not seen the true nature of love? Have you not felt my love before? Why do you doubt it? This all will pass and you will have your desires. Do not doubt my words.
Q: I am so tired I find it hard to believe in anything anymore. I hate the path I am on and I hate seeing my children suffering. Why can't I have what I ask? Is it so wrong to long for some peace in our lives? Do we have to keep living in all this sadness? Can you not care a little more?
A: I do care. You must be patient. All will come at the appointed time for you and your children. But you must allow - doubt in me - to leave.
Q: All I want is to have my own home, quit my job and work on my books and my quilts. I want to see some good things come to my children and my friends. Is that so wrong? Is wanting my own home wrong?
A: That too shall come in its appointed time child. Rest in my promise.
Q: I would love too but I am so tired emotionally I find it hard to believe in anything anymore. Eleven hour days are wearing my body down. The unrest in my existence is wearing me down and the fact nothing is coming of my books is frustrating. I feel like I am writing for not. What's going on? I can't seem to write anything good any more and I don't feel the power I once did, not since leaving Dripping Springs. So what in the hell am I suppose to be doing - working in a job I hate till I drop dead. What's up anymore?
A: Child, you must believe in my love for you. Why must you always doubt it.
Q: Every time I receive a little happiness in my life - I loose it. Its like I'm not suppose to have any. Tell me why is it so wrong to want to enjoy one's life here? Or is it just that I am not suppose too?
A: You enjoy what you choose to enjoy child. One does not have to suffer emotionally unless that is the path they choose.
Q: Okay - so now it is my fault I live in this hell. I don't think so. All I want is to be able to once in a while have some fun, not have to constantly try to figure out how in the hell I am going to be able to pay my bills, or fix my teeth or see my children smiling. Life sucks right now and I am tired. Can you not at least ask the Universe to bless my children, give them peace and some success and fun in their lives?
A: That is all coming in its time.
Q: They need work. They need to be able to pay their bills and buy food. That doesn't even count the fact - they long to be able to work at the things they love - not what they have too. There are so many souls here able to have that. Why not my family? Is it if one follows spirit - one has to remain poor and sad all of the time. I guess you can tell I am very angry at this moment. I don't think I should have to suffer this way. I think it is wrong for so many to be suffering. Is that all there is here - suffering? Why can't there be blessings and plenty for all? I am beginning to hate this world. So is this how I am to write the books I was told I was to write. I am beginning to think I am crazy and that I am just writing down what my mind thinks only. You say - trust. Man - I don't even know what that means any more. All I am inside is bitter and angry. I have no right to say or write anything anymore. Maybe it is time my path was ended and someone else carries the torch for the books. I am no longer fit to write anything. I am exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally and I have not in me to believe in love.
A: Child, I see your feelings and understand, but you must continue your path. No one is pure of heart. No one is spiritually superior. All falter and waver at times. This is one of your times. It too shall pass. The things you desire will come.
Q: Not before I loose what I want.
A: Is this because of that home you desire?
Q: That and the suffering of my family. I saw the sadness in my brothers face. If we had still had our business I could have helped him, but we lost that too. It was suppose to bless everyone - instead it left us in hell. Why? Was it so wrong to want it to bless our family and our friends? What in the hell is going on. I am so sad of heart, frustrated and now more than ever - angry. Maybe I should just leave this place. I am so tired of all this sadness. I can't bear anymore. I am too tired. I am too angry. And I don't even believe I am truly loved anymore. It all sucks to me.
A: I see you are very tired and I see the anger starting in you. I understand all of this but if you still had your past life - you would not have continued the books or seeking me.
Q: Yeah - that's not true. When things were easier on us and our family - I wrote much more deeper things of spirit. I found more power in me to see things of spirit. Now, I just feel sadness and anger. So how in the hell is this suppose to teach me more of spirit. Yes, I am so angry I could sit down and scream but then they would probably take me away and lock me up.
A: Patience is the key child. There is a reason for all of these things happening. For one thing if your business would have continued your husband would not be where he is spiritually and your marriage would have dissolved. Both of you were not seeking the right path. So remember all things happen for a reason. The path you are both on will bring happiness in time. You will see you were meant to write the books and your husband will see his path clearly too. It will surprise you both at the joy you will feel. I can assure you your dreams will all come to pass.
Q: Everyone is talking about everyone suffering, going hungry and having nothing. It scares the hell out of me for my family. I can't help them - we are barely making it. How I long to just get a haircut once in a while or have my nails done again. These are things I enjoyed for me. They made me feel pretty. Something I no longer feel. I just feel frustrated, angry, old and useless. So how am I to ever feel and understand love again?
A: When you choose to accept things as they are and choose to feel joyous. It is all up to you child.
A: Every soul's life hangs in the balance at this time. Each soul is deciding whether to stay in their current energy pattern or to move forward into the coming new energy. You are undecided at this moment, Luv. A part of you is angry at everything and everyone for the place you find yourself dwelling in. The other part wishes to move forward into the new energy. You will have to decide what it is you truly desire.
Q: What I want seems to evade me. So - George - you got any suggestions?
A: Luv, temporal things will soon pass. Spirit lives on. But - you have to decide that for yourself.
Q: George, do we have to always live through hell to learn a lesson? Can't we sometimes learn an easier way?
A: How would one truly learn if the emotions weren't tasked? That is how the Ego learns. You want things to be easy and rosy. Sometimes they are. Sometimes they are not. The things you have gone through and felt deeply within your emotions will pass and the things you desire to be will come in their time. You need to be patient.
A: Child, have you not seen the true nature of love? Have you not felt my love before? Why do you doubt it? This all will pass and you will have your desires. Do not doubt my words.
Q: I am so tired I find it hard to believe in anything anymore. I hate the path I am on and I hate seeing my children suffering. Why can't I have what I ask? Is it so wrong to long for some peace in our lives? Do we have to keep living in all this sadness? Can you not care a little more?
A: I do care. You must be patient. All will come at the appointed time for you and your children. But you must allow - doubt in me - to leave.
Q: All I want is to have my own home, quit my job and work on my books and my quilts. I want to see some good things come to my children and my friends. Is that so wrong? Is wanting my own home wrong?
A: That too shall come in its appointed time child. Rest in my promise.
Q: I would love too but I am so tired emotionally I find it hard to believe in anything anymore. Eleven hour days are wearing my body down. The unrest in my existence is wearing me down and the fact nothing is coming of my books is frustrating. I feel like I am writing for not. What's going on? I can't seem to write anything good any more and I don't feel the power I once did, not since leaving Dripping Springs. So what in the hell am I suppose to be doing - working in a job I hate till I drop dead. What's up anymore?
A: Child, you must believe in my love for you. Why must you always doubt it.
Q: Every time I receive a little happiness in my life - I loose it. Its like I'm not suppose to have any. Tell me why is it so wrong to want to enjoy one's life here? Or is it just that I am not suppose too?
A: You enjoy what you choose to enjoy child. One does not have to suffer emotionally unless that is the path they choose.
Q: Okay - so now it is my fault I live in this hell. I don't think so. All I want is to be able to once in a while have some fun, not have to constantly try to figure out how in the hell I am going to be able to pay my bills, or fix my teeth or see my children smiling. Life sucks right now and I am tired. Can you not at least ask the Universe to bless my children, give them peace and some success and fun in their lives?
A: That is all coming in its time.
Q: They need work. They need to be able to pay their bills and buy food. That doesn't even count the fact - they long to be able to work at the things they love - not what they have too. There are so many souls here able to have that. Why not my family? Is it if one follows spirit - one has to remain poor and sad all of the time. I guess you can tell I am very angry at this moment. I don't think I should have to suffer this way. I think it is wrong for so many to be suffering. Is that all there is here - suffering? Why can't there be blessings and plenty for all? I am beginning to hate this world. So is this how I am to write the books I was told I was to write. I am beginning to think I am crazy and that I am just writing down what my mind thinks only. You say - trust. Man - I don't even know what that means any more. All I am inside is bitter and angry. I have no right to say or write anything anymore. Maybe it is time my path was ended and someone else carries the torch for the books. I am no longer fit to write anything. I am exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally and I have not in me to believe in love.
A: Child, I see your feelings and understand, but you must continue your path. No one is pure of heart. No one is spiritually superior. All falter and waver at times. This is one of your times. It too shall pass. The things you desire will come.
Q: Not before I loose what I want.
A: Is this because of that home you desire?
Q: That and the suffering of my family. I saw the sadness in my brothers face. If we had still had our business I could have helped him, but we lost that too. It was suppose to bless everyone - instead it left us in hell. Why? Was it so wrong to want it to bless our family and our friends? What in the hell is going on. I am so sad of heart, frustrated and now more than ever - angry. Maybe I should just leave this place. I am so tired of all this sadness. I can't bear anymore. I am too tired. I am too angry. And I don't even believe I am truly loved anymore. It all sucks to me.
A: I see you are very tired and I see the anger starting in you. I understand all of this but if you still had your past life - you would not have continued the books or seeking me.
Q: Yeah - that's not true. When things were easier on us and our family - I wrote much more deeper things of spirit. I found more power in me to see things of spirit. Now, I just feel sadness and anger. So how in the hell is this suppose to teach me more of spirit. Yes, I am so angry I could sit down and scream but then they would probably take me away and lock me up.
A: Patience is the key child. There is a reason for all of these things happening. For one thing if your business would have continued your husband would not be where he is spiritually and your marriage would have dissolved. Both of you were not seeking the right path. So remember all things happen for a reason. The path you are both on will bring happiness in time. You will see you were meant to write the books and your husband will see his path clearly too. It will surprise you both at the joy you will feel. I can assure you your dreams will all come to pass.
Q: Everyone is talking about everyone suffering, going hungry and having nothing. It scares the hell out of me for my family. I can't help them - we are barely making it. How I long to just get a haircut once in a while or have my nails done again. These are things I enjoyed for me. They made me feel pretty. Something I no longer feel. I just feel frustrated, angry, old and useless. So how am I to ever feel and understand love again?
A: When you choose to accept things as they are and choose to feel joyous. It is all up to you child.
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