What Is My Journey?

Q: George, I am confused as to what my journey here is to be. I thought it would be the books as I was told, yet there doesn't seem to be even that at this time. So, where am I to travel on this path? It seems to be confusing at this time for me. If it is only to work as I am now it doesn't seem to be very encouraging. A: Luv, your path has been directed for many centuries. You are to continue the current path of writing. The appointed time will come for you soon. I know you do not like the term soon by us - but that is all I can use at this time. You must stop looking at all this as - when it is to be. The writing will continue to progress for you. Q: Well, it seems to run downward to me. Where is the meat? Where is the great revelations? Why is it just yak, yak, yak and no wow factor? A: The wow factor will come when you decide you are tired of the current situation and change it. Q: Funny, funny, funny, George..... I have tried to change my path - but it still remains stale and discouraging. A: Perhaps you are looking at it all wrong? Q: I see only what I see, George..... A: Then open your eyes to the greatness all around you. Q: And just how do I see what my eyes can not see? A: Through Spirit, child. Q: Okay - you have changed guides on me. Who is this? A: Jonathan. Q: Why would the Angel of Death be speaking to me about this? A: I am not only an Angel of Death, child. I have lived for hundreds of centuries and have passed through many many life paths. I see what you see, what you are experiencing. I understand it all. Life paths here can be very aggressive on the Ego. They often bring much disappointment and pain. But, one has to continue to move forward even when the path becomes stale to you. It isn't, you know. When it seems to go stale it is just fixing to shift and change. Q: So, an Angel of Death isn't something special - it was human at one time? A: Some are - some aren't. I choose to become one. It is sometimes extremely hard for Souls to cross over. Through many hard life times I began to understand just how hard it could be. So, I decided to join the flock of Death Angels. I hope to make it easier on many Souls to cross. Q: Flock? Why use that term Jonathan? A: We all have wings - so I use the term lightly. Q: Wings? A: So we can direct our flying easier. Q: Direct your flying? Why? Don't you just think and it is? A: We can do both. I prefer to fly like a bird - I love the feel of the wind running through my wings. Its fun. Helps to take the sadness easier. Q: Sadness? A: Yes, even though we Death Angels are no longer human - those that have been before can still feel the emotions of these life paths, especially when we have traveled through many of them as I have. The emotions of the charges we come for often hurt us. We don't like to see their pain at leaving, which is more the case than not. Q: But you once told me that Death Angels have no emotions. A: Most do not. The few that chose to become one do though. Q: I don't understand this at all. It is confusing. You told me the Death Angels don't have emotions. Now you are saying some do? A: Only the few that chose to become one do. It can be hard on us especially if we are aware of the Soul we are picking up. Q: Why would they send a Death Angel who knew the Soul? Seems like that would cause a halt in the crossing due to all the emotions felt. A: I promised you I would come for you when your time is up, It will be hard because we have gained a relationship here. But a promise is a promise. Q: If it will be difficult - then I release you from the promise. A: I will be honored to come for you child. Q: Any time soon? A: Not soon....... Q: Then my path must change as must my childrens.......and for the type of GOOD we think of here. Thought I wouldn't let you sneak in a whatever on me......Lol A: Child, I would never try to sneak anything up on you. Our relationship is one of truth and bluntness. You may not like what I say sometimes but I will say it anyway, as you have the right to speak your mind to us. Q: Which I do too. A: Yes, you do - but that is good. No sense beating around the bush huh? Q: Right - truth and facts......