Doubting Love

Q: George, you state I have trouble doubting Source's love for me. When one's life is in chaos, one can't do anything about it, one tends to feel forsaken by love. Here we humans only see with our physical eyes. I think sometimes you all forget just how severe it can hit us sometimes. Religion has basically told us to do this or that, forgive or love , or urges us to bury it. One simply can not achieve this. We tend to dwell on things that beset us. We bury it - but something will happen an it pops back up. Then we feel guilt because we can not achieve healing for our self. So if I were to be truthful at this point you would have to see it is utterly impossible to forgive, love without strings, or trust. You say - yes you can - but I am here to say you truly can not let go. About the time one thinks they have overcome something - it rears its ugly head. It is a constant work or battle to try and achieve peace within one. You say - let peace be, don't try to obtain what you are, you are already there. So - how do I just be? A: Meditation. I know you think it is impossible for you to achieve, but you can. When one meditates - one simply goes into themselves to their inner man, balancing the soul and ego. This lets the ego see it is whole - not alone. The ego fights for superiority because it is frightened. It knows there is something missing within itself, but has no idea what. The veil protects the soul from the ego's selfishness. The soul is pure love and logic. It has no ability to be emotional. Q: What does that mean? A: The soul is the masculine side of man. It is logical and has the true knowledge of who and what it is. It does not rely on emotions to guide it. The ego is the feminine side of man. It is pure emotions and has no logic. Who and what it is is hidden from it here. So the ego is groping for its identity here. It doesn't understand love without its counterpart the soul. So, meditation allows the ego access to the knowing of love. This brings peace to an otherwise emotional basket case - your ego. So, you see, one can not achieve perfection spiritually here but one can learn to deal with it properly - peacefully.